Uhh.

when someone dies, all I think of is How? What happened. That’s all. And I don’t really get all.. I don’t know a good word for it. I don’t really feel much, and I’ve had people close to me die, and all I want is for everyone to just shut up and get on with their lives.. Why bother grieving? 

I’m not really sure if that’s how most people feel, but it makes me feel different. Like I don’t belong because I can’t see the way others see things.